The power of Prayer Is RIGHT NOW

Thank you to my Original Copy Officer Captain Family you are on the right side of the fence with me and I am never going to ever be mad at you talking in general terms and conditions. You seek to help me, care for me, give me the knowledge and wisdom I need to live my life. My next prayer will be of that that we are all under one roof. I really want to have a revival of 270,036 plus the Officer Captains of Original Copy to be with me under one Tent. I would love for our family to be together before my life passes me by. I am not going to stay in a nursing home group home situation my whole life and then when God calls my name our name to go to heave we go. Thank you for praying for me around the clock it matters and you make a difference!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you for making me a Priority today as we celebrated fathers day for three days :) because your worth every second I can exist and live and breath and move. Thank you for Today! YOU make a Difference where ever you go please keep praying for me to look better when my make up isn't on. It hurts to put it on because of my fibromylisaia sometimes because the muscles in my face are so tender it hurts to put it on. My arms are in pain now but that means I was able to help someone else with their pain and it will leave my body now. I chose not to get ready somedays because my only choice is sleep. Some days I just want to lay in bed and forget about the world some days are good like today when I can fight through the battle of cancer. I don't think about it I give it the silent treatment my cancer and it disappears I don't like to talk about how I feel because 99 percent of the time I am putting up a battle. It has been good for a while now and I think you put me back on my meds but I wanted to pray for yours to go away so Could go back on my pain meds. My arms hurt today so I didn't put on makeup the tendons pull from me elbows so when I type I feel every pain fraction. Please don't commit suicided; I NEED YOU now more than ever and I will have a better day tomorrow it will be better and I'll feel like a millions by Wednesday. I need to drink monster or I feel in bundles of pain.

I believe in a few things; God, The Father, son And holy Spirit and God of the Universe to infinite abilities. I believe in the power of our family I am out of pain right now or at least its manageable by narcotic's. Its cocaine day in 24 hours and we need to put that damn family in a 72 hour hold and no one will get their cocaine and then when they are let out they can take it up with them. Cocaine I may have done in past life but, I am redeeming myself in this life.

It has been a life called to service work and I was in the cooperate life long enough to know I didn't drink the right Kool aide. My life is a life of retirement in this life. God has seasons and this is one of rest and I see it as rest so that I can live another 150 years why not now live and love, serve and encourage that is what I do. I am going to go Straight to heaven Grandma VanAnderland is back from heaven and I know she has seen angels. I didn't talk to Gilbert because I am not his daughter Lisa is.

I didn't want to cause bad blood so I did on text and I got nothing back that's why I won't communicate with him because he doesn't listen. When I say I have to talk with you he didn't respond much like my life when I was a teen they gave me the silent treatment. I feel bad for Grandma VanAnderland with him I guess they live separate lives and do what they can for me and I am thankful.

I really want to go to heaven to get rid of my cancer to night I just pray that the insanity stops they think they can wear a lion, Tiger, Bear down; Not possible! I am not doing that well today and its 51degrees it could be the barometer switching around with the rain on the way it could be that never thought of what it could be the tynole is helping me.

I loved your hug OOA, We are going to make it another day I just need some good sleep when I get behind I don't do well. I didn't catch a rem cycle this afternoon that's probably what it is. Its the fibro Malaysia. Them bastards put it on my profile again it will go away Wednesday Chiropractic DAY; I am going to bring home a pizza on Wednesday. I have been good with not ordering out so I am going to spoil myself with a medium cheese, mushroom, Canadian bacon pizza with peperoni.