Self Motivation

Zig Ziglar Says,

"People often say that motivation doesn't last. Well, neither does bathing--that's why we recommend it daily."

I want to think happy thoughts of that that I can look back on and say, That was a good day, I am proud. This motivational goes out to the Original Copy Officer Captain Family and Maria Sharapova who is in our family; Thank you for keeping up the miles with me weight and all, meltdowns that have improved and outbursts that have also since people incorporated. Thank you for the support and the love and care its appreciated more than you'll ever know; I LOVE YOU so much may God Bless you with no illness or disease. I believe in the holy spirit that it can get rid of all of that for you.

I wish this were true, I'd do it every single day. My body has taken a toll for this year for certain because I wasn't able to take a shower every single day. I didn't loose motivation I just became depressed and hated to look at myself in the mirror. I hate how much of the happy, sexy, and fun out of my photos its like a leech killed my happiness and sucked it out of my life. I'm looking for a happier new year one that will treat me better, and one I can look back on and say, We made a difference in the lives of those we know. I am sick of gaining weight every time I take showers. If I could have the money, and the ability to take a shower I'd look sexy with my makeup on but now I look like a zombie and I hate it. Please dear Lord help me to like myself again its getting scary how bad I look. I am supported by the ones I love and Thank you to them for being there your the best original copy officer captain family.