Reflections in Time; A Journey to Self as this year ends on the 21st of August and into an new year!

I never thought I'd be in this condition that I find myself in but, I am thankful for mercy and grace to be around me. I try to do the very best I can each day living in the ghetto not able to walk much I need to buy a yoga matt and try some indoor moves. Life can be very challenging when your living in Gov't healthcare it's definitely better to know your limits and exceed your expectations.

I have learned a lot this year and have come a long way. My meltdowns have shrunk from screaming to outbursts so this year I want to work on them. I know with DBT Skills training through the provider I'll be seeing should help me to do better this I know. By next year they will be gone and away from me.

I am thankful for the people in this group home they make me feel like this is my home and they help me with all my rides to appointments, and the meals could be better but, they do what they can. I am going to buy some naked juices just like I did when I was in such great shape its crazy to know that seven years have gone by. Next year's birthday I think will be a good time to meet because my outbursts will have lessened; but if earlier I am happy about that!

When you hit reset you know your limits and your maxims to life's tricky puzzle but then along the way you meet champions like your own own that just bless your day and turn your life around for the best. You light up my day and give me purpose to being here and help me write my WHY?

I am so thankful for you and I know yesterday I saw one of our Aikman-VanAnderlands and I was so happy to be in his presence it was a blessing to know him. I pray that he crosses our pathways' again because I was really happy with him. It is a full circle because I thought that I would never have my own OCS Sophisticate but now I am glad that I have because You make my day go round and help me to be my best copy.

As I draw in on another year close to being over I look at what I have accomplished and it has been pretty big changes and accomplishments:

1. Go Green Now

2. Inspiration 360

3. World Adventure

4. Reflections is 3 years old - I plan to do this someday with them helping me

I couldn't think of better people than you (The VanAnderland - Aikmans) to do these with and we don't have to start now just work on them a little bit at a time. I still need to do the marketing plan for Go Green Now I hope to have that done by September 7th. 2021

I really hope in this next year I can Meet the VanAnderland - Aikmans and put these dreams together with you. I want to meet you once I have had two weeks solid no outbursts or meltdowns and then from that point its go time on our life to accomplish greatness through our journey to a higher Ground.

Take today to thank yourself and tell yourself what great work your doing. Your my #1 and best I have. I am thankful for you, your contributions, and your kindness and energy of enthusiasm. Keep who you are, don't be afraid to tell people what you think with tack and grace you have a right to stand up and stick up for yourself.

It has been a difficult year, I am not going to lie but, some of my greatest work has shown through and reflections is my company oh by the way I am going to update that so that people will know its my site by now it doesn't even matter because if people are using my site I guess they will never know and I will never earn that commission but, perhaps just try to use it myself this year.

I need to connect with Dr. Johanna can you help me do that to remember. She is such a great therapist it's so sad that she isn't doing that anymore. She was in my life for a reason and that reason IS YOU she helped me remember my past, present and future.

I love you, it's your mother,

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