My former blog with the big circles in the sand and the pink back drop here is one of my favorites:

To my followers I may take a break from writing but, I'll be back its my heart its falling apart into a million pieces the holidays put me in such a depression because I cannot be with my real Fathers and mothers. They have high profile careers and they are famous and, I just found some of this out but, I love them from a distance and we keep in touch with my platform. Its so difficult to love your father from a distance and your mother but, in the end praying more than Santa Claus will bring me home for Christmas this year, if not the next. A cancer survivor of years, missing them tonight, thinking of you, praying you are all right and, we will all be under one roof soon enough. My heart had some complications but, it should be back to working better soon enough. Sending love, hugs, and prayers your my forever! Love Your Daughter. aka joymelissapence, Nisswa 40yrs 8.21.80 When you think of me think of the song From a Distance!

I LOVE THEM MORE THAN ANYTHING BUT UNDERSTAND THEY HAVE BUSY LIVES and I was dying of cancer for 38 years of it....I am not mad at them I love them too much to be, I just miss them and, I miss their hugs at night. (tears flowing down my face)

Adopted as a FBI Baby that was cryogenic-ally suspended from 1920.