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I walked a mile but, it was with monster in my bag

  • Writer: Katherine Victoria Vananderland
    Katherine Victoria Vananderland
  • Jun 8, 2021
  • 4 min read



It is very hot outside today and it looks like there isn't a break in the weather patterns for some time. I have realized that buying monster at the convivence store is a waste of time because you can get it off amazon.com for less. Grandpa Besos has the best price on it I feel the best is yet to come. We live in an age where all people do is complain. WE have to be focused on the future of our days not what's happening today. I have hit a wall in my life and I know now how to pull myself back up and get going again. It takes drive and motivation to kick up the dust that is on your shoes and keep going forward. When we keep our eyes on the prize the goal becomes a dream come true because we have been blessed with more than we asked for.


Being and living with a sincere heart of gratitude and thanks is what will propel you to your goals and dream. When you have nothing, you have everything to gain, there is nothing holding you down but; you! You have to be the voice, the reason, and in due season God is going to bless you with answering a prayer, giving you something that you have be hoping comes to pass. You medical report may not look the greatest but, you can say, Thank you God for Today, I made it out of bed and I can give you the praise that I am alive today. The more we are thankful for today the greater our blessing or answer to prayer will be.


When I was homeless since august of 2019 I have learned so much in these years of transition because each time I have moved things look up, they are better, and I am closer to the goal. I might only be walking 1mile to 3miles a day but its movement and eating healthier. I love people like Joel Osteen he is a multi millionaire and all he does is look to God as his employer and he walks in faith knowing and praying that good and great things are on the way. That is how we must look at our life like Joel; our employer is God and we work for the Kingdom of heaven and Jesus is our Leader and Wonder Counselor.


Today, I challenge you to put your life completely in the hands of God and trust him for what ever happens in your life and go from there. I have done that and each time something happens I move into a better situation. Live your life fearlessly with your heart, mind, soul believing that Great things are On the way; God is just teaching you a lesson right now and he would never make you go through something that one cannot handle. I may feel like I have never had anything but, in return God in the 40 years of my life almost 41 years put a great pursuit of education, great mentors, and service industry to help and serve others of the kingdom of God. I have a cell phone and a lap top; new cloths and shoes. I have monster with me to drink and food and shelter over me I am blessed for all of that and now I have to save to go back to school. I pray that they don't make me spend to much money.


MY life and what happens to it from here is a result of choices I made and circumstances that have been in my life as opportunities to teach me lessons and grow in love and happiness to love the lord trusting him 100 percent to put the care of my life in his hands. That means he has complete CONTROL in my life to what happens with it and Me making good decisions going forward. I am going to thank God in Advance when I have enough money to go back to school, buy a used car, and have a mortgage its all possible but in due season according to Gods will will happen.


Its his time not ours that we have I realize I have only about 3k to my name and was supposed to spend down 8k so I paid off my college loan and pray that I can get another loan for paying off that loan better late than never. Its been to long to pay back the loan on my car and it had a snake in it so its a good thing it went to the repo man. That was a big loss for me, and my apartment, but I am happy because I know God's go something greater for me planned. Life is funny like that it will catch you by the edge of your seat if you let it living a fearless life knowing all is going to be okay in the end.

 
 
 

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