I am never going to commit suicided- God has my ticket

I don't know why you waste your money trying to make me commit suicide its not in the cards for me. You should look at your own life in the mirror I know I have weight to loose, I know its going to be a hard battle for me, I know I don't have anything of great value, I know its going to be a long road but; what I do know is all is possible because I can do all things in through Jesus Christ-Lord help me to understand my direction and steps to master my life into a better canvas with me being the brush. I trust in the lord and know that I won't be led astray anymore. I made choices and I never went home because I never wanted to leave because of OCS of Edina. God please help me to be strong, have energy, and help me navigate my life a little better than I have because before I didn't trust many. Amen.

Thank Goodness we can have our classical, the piano, and all the music that has notes beating from our heart that turn into magic.