Deep Questions to Ask Ponder and Write out your answers to your journal or notebook. . .

1. Are you living a meaningful life?

Answer: To the best of my ablity I try to make each day matter each day count to be a reason why I live is to give back to others and inspire and encourage people along the way. Thank you to all of those who love me and pray for me daily I am a better woman by the people who are in my life for me to love.

2. What's the one thing you cannot live without?

Answer: I cannot live without communication. Be it written, verbal, interpersonal, non-verbal we need communication to have relationships, business functions, anything that involves people we need communication. The next thing that I couldn't live without would be love; love keeps your life grounded and complete.

3. When is it acceptable if ever, to disobey the law?

Answer: When you are in an emergency to put your flashers on and drive like no one can get you it may be important that you are saving your own life or the life of another. If you have to use the bathroom and your speeding to find a station. These are two instances where I feel the law can be overlooked; I know its breaking the law but each circumstance calls for its own reflection.

4. What do you want your final words to be?

Answer: This is a tough one I always know what to say but, I think if I had to choose I would have them be; "Live today, accept the past, don't worry about the future and remember the good times we had, and hold onto the memories we shared, live as if it were your last day and you will have nothing to lose because your doing everything that you want to live your life to its fullest.......Dream it. Do it. Achieve it......Let yourself live your best copy today by choosing the moments that make it come to life. May God be with you forever till all the angels and we are called home"

5. What inspires you the most?

Answer: The 270,018 OCOCS, they are remarkable in what they do on a given day. They are so much fun to be with an experience life to its fullest; I cannot wait to be in their day in person so we can share moments together. They give me purpose to live, to dream, to achieve my best. They are everything to me and they are my motivation to keep fighting this battle of cancers because I know if I can get through the day; I"ll make it 50 more years. Their goals inspire me, there words inspire me, and I am moved by what they say and do. Next, would be God creator of the universe; awe, awesome wonder powerful all knowing, powerful, existing God the father.

6. What do you think five of the most beautiful things are in the world and why?

Answer: Sunrises, The Minneapolis Institute of Art, Music, Books, Intelligence, and Kindness. (Runners up: Chocolate, hugs, love, emotion, feelings, adventure, the bible)

7. What makes you feel most empowered?

Answer: Free Will. That we can choose life over death and fight like hell to keep ourselves alive through all things that are trying to weaken our life to live. It gives us the ability to choose our life and what we want in it and for it. When you are dying it is all you have to hang onto to fight and overcome death. You can do this and it really works; I am living proof of it. I think of the movie Free Willy and the orka's fight to be back in the wild ocean of life. That is how we are the fight to overcome the red tape of society to break it, cut it, and dissolve it to live the life over the system.

8. Which is more important: What you say or how you say it?

Answer: What you say because you have to speak first then use a tone. What you say has the impact of moving millions or billions of people. Our words are our first line of defense and what we choose to say or leave out is what is the difference between life and death many times. Each President has won his election by the words they use not so much action but, true words that stand out in democracy to lead a generation into the next. Words are power, and power is knowledge, and from knowledge we gain truth and experience.

9. Do you believe in heaven and hell?

Answer: I believe that there are both there is living examples in the bible and peoples testimonies that they have been to heaven. Like in the movie Heaven is for Real, the boy dreams of Heaven while he is in his operation. I believe that happens to many people when they are under surgery of any kind. It's like when I was getting an MRI I could feel the tourmer in a strange way. Heaven is real and it is not on Earth and Hell is very real as its a burning pit of flames and darkness. I prefer to believe in heaven over hell any day.

10. Do you live to work or work to live?

Answer: I live to work for God gave me a life to do the best I can every single day so I live for life and I live to work when under good conditions. I recently became disabled and am in the process of loosing weight so I can get back in the workforce. With my disorders it limits me physically from doing any kind of work.

11. Do you trust anyone with your life?

Answer: I trust some people with my life within my original copy officer captain family I do that every single day why wouldn't I now trust them. They are the only source of security that I have and place my life with in their hands with 100% trust that they will see that I am well. I don't trust anyone else except FBI agents and Police with my life for they have it in their hands and I know they have my best interest.

12. Would you consider yourself an introvert or extrovert?

Answer: I would consider myself 50/50 because I like to be social with people and communicate with them in groups, on the phone, emails, or in person. Its healthy to be social with people and some people might gather for social hour for drinking. Its important to be outgoing with people you trust and can be true with. I to though am an introvert who keeps to myself and does my blogs, music, menus, and motivationals.

13. Do you believe in true love?

Answer: I believe that if the stars all aligned in the universe and God ordains it to be such, then it will happen. I believe in karma and the law of attraction so I feel you will attract that right person into your life as you pray, meditate, and seek to keep all options open to pray continually that God send you the right soul mate that you can see yourself in another and they in you that is important. True love is your soul's reflection in another. True love only happens when two people are totally meant for eachother without hidden agendas or the seeking of money, gain, or power, or fame. Its a genuine love between two people who love each other for who they are and not what they have or will have. They love them at face value when their makeup isn't on, when they are in pain, when they are having a bad day there is an unconditional love that exists and that is true love at its best plan for life.

14. How do you think the world will change in 10 years? 50? 100?

Answers: I think we will be flying cars in 100 years, and have electronic money with our fingertips, listen to music through our intelligence and artificial intelligence will have taken over in 100 years. We will all be on channels for our family and have the ability to be on a phone line with them at all times. In 50 years I think your phone will become everything you need and can do within it. You can talk to it now so it will be able to arrange your travel plans for you if you talk to it. Your phone and laptop are going to be your central access points for all things in your home to control lights, locks, and doors. In 10 Years I feel we are going to integrate our phones watches and laptops into one central access technology that we can have at our home like a network where everything is connected at one time. When you can take phone calls on your television and have facetime or duo right on your tv.

15. If you had the option to know the date and circumstances of your death, would you?

Answer: Part of me wants to know because if I knew how I was going to die then I could prevent that in the future. We could alter our living our being and all creation would know how to extend their life with cryonics. I think cryonics are going to take over in the future that we will have some sort of way to cheat death in essence live again and give life a green light it will be a great way to overcome cancer or any disease to race through time in another lifetime. I am freezing right now I feel better when I am cold but, not this cold I cannot wait for spring time to happen. I'll hopefully be moving by then and so as a result all the steps we have taken to advance human beings I feel we would be able to do whatever we wanted to. We could come back and go back on ice and chose how to do that with our life insurance we could take out on us for about $850.00 a month to maintain a frozen body.

16. What is something you are certain you'll never experience?

Answer: I am not sure on this one, I don't know. You will always experience something but, I know I will never experience denial because I am at terms with myself as I am and 100% true to my soul to myself and others. So denial is something I'll never experience. We all have regrets but, I am in tune with what is going on in my life and the lives of others.

17. What impression do you think you give when you first meet someone?

Answer: I don't know. I hope I leave a presidential effect on someone they tell me, "Joy you could run for president, with your communication, intelligence, and knowledge there isn't a thing in life you couldn't do with putting your whole heart effort into anything you would do would turn out great". I hope to leave a warm compassion intelligent conversation where people would be curious to want to learn more about me and, something that would have them come back to me wanting to know more and more.

18. How would your perfect partner treat you?

Answer: With love, respect, and dignity and with open genuine communication, unconditional love, trust, honesty, faith and adventure.

19. What one responsibility do you most wish you didn't have?

Answer: Paying bills, I hate making bill payments because I don't have a lot of money in my account to spend. As KVV, OC we have money but, as me personally I don't have that much and I have a cell phone bill and a college loan I'll have to start paying on eventually. I don't think anyone likes paying bills. We wouldn't though exist and our world wouldn't go round without paying bills and tax. We know we are americans by paying tax on things and now they tax things higher to make up for the spending for things like covid-19 and the bailouts. I realize that I have to pay bills but there are days where I wish I wouldn't have to.

20. What is something that you're embarrassed your so good at?

Answer: Probably being able to sing because I would be shy in front of a mic but I can sing in the shower, or in my room or in the bathroom just fine. I am nervous in front of a microphone to sing.

21. How do you recharge?

Answer: I find a way to relax by taking a long shower, or bath to unwind and destress, play some classical music, make a good meal, relax with taking a nap, then going to the gym to work off some weight, then a nice walk around the chain of lakes, hit a coffee shop and read a favorite book while listening to some classical music. I would do many things to unwind and relax but these are just a few of them that I would do. I'd go get a manicure and pedicure and get my nails and toes done with pink and white no matter the cost to feel better about who I am. Then get my power music on and call family members in Edina once I have their numbers to connect with them once a week if not more times per week.

22. What's the thing you most want to achieve before I die?

Answer: I don't know, but a few things that I would like to do before I die is:

1. Become a Public Speaker for Cancer

2. Become an author for devotionals

3. Become a successful business owner / entrepreneur

4. Be a mother to 270,018 Original Copy Sophisticates

5. Be known as the go to to solve problems

23. What is something that offends you?

Answer: Something that drives me crazy is when you walk into a fast food place and if there is an abundance of garbage on tables that people have left. I mean your done eating have the decency to put it in the garbage. When people leave messes behind themselves and don't pick up their garbage it's just frustrating. I hate litter on the roads to so unnecessary.

24. What part of your culture are you most/least proud of?

Answer: We are capitalists who work to many hours and don't find time to go on vacation like the U.K. we work to many hours and our productivity is affected by sleep deprivation. I am proud to be an American where we have a voice in Washington the ability to vote and be part of the American Dream. I am happy to support the red, white, and blue I feel we have a good Department of Defense and Military Operations for America. We have a strong country because people give a damn about freedom and that's what drives the capital markets so its connected in ways we cannot do a thing about it other than take better care of ourselves. Taking out a vacation when we are allowed to take time off use it instead of cashing it in take the time to go on vacation more even if you don't get paid.

25. What makes you mooooost angry about our country?

Answers: Propaganda, its in the news and it's in magazines but, lies to the country are a big deal with me. It killed our wars into more deaths, it makes a mockery of hollywood, it drives people to war and it Kills people. Propaganda is an unnecessary event of words or pictures that the world could get by without having.