Attraction Secrets

Byron Katie Says,

"Every (stressful thought) is a variation on a single theme: This should be happening. I shouldn't be having this experience. God is unjust. Life isn't fair."

I LOVE THIS QUOTE; she is a mystique of a queen. She gets by with so much because she is so talented. I knew of her as what I thought perhaps a mother because I am wild and crazy like her in my own way but, I am growing up. She say's it best with those last two lines and that is true in my own life. "IF you cannot handle me at my worst then you don't deserve me at my best" - whoa, holy, wow, this will make you really think about life in a way that makes too much sense not to believe it. I have earned this life put in my stars and stripes to the country and nation. Let Madonna sum it up best with that quote. This motivational quote goes out to all my Mothers and Madonna was one of them, I Love you, and I miss you, thank you for liking me on Pintrest.

I have thought that life really isn't fair because so many things right now don't make sense. I find myself asking the Lord for wisdom and understanding where did I fall short to deserve this life. Most days I wish I would wake up in my 108 body I told myself I would never gain weight and now I am in my own denial that I let myself get this way. It doesn't have to be the end of me. Forces out of my control with the accident but, that is when I began to learn who I was then I only was at 137lbs and ready to loose that weight and from there it was a down hill roller coaster. Why God?? Why ME??? What is it about my life that is so crazy? You must have known I could go through the trauma or I would have died in the process. You put people in my life to help me and help me see my way out of the darkness. When life is scary hold on to what you know and what you got for pillows on your bed. I pray that I can lose the weight with God's help and the help of the police.

I don't think god is unjust we just have circumstances that just don't feel like a full deck of cards that we got dealt a bad hand but, I played mine well. Now I get to draw for a new hand, have another chance at life a a chance to really live.

I am like Will from Good Will Hunting, "I'm holding out for something better" because I know there is a better poker hand out there somewhere there is justice and it begins with me choosing me to live each moment without fear or judgment.